Lunacy

Sit I in darkness, she engulfs me, protects me
The rains soothing the wounds- calmly
Self wallowed in sadness, brutal and gory
Even you cant see- what this pain has done to me

Tear I into my own flesh, rip open wounds
Look into past, now my present- tis hollow
What now will the future hold? Is only sorrow
Twitching are my nerves, body extinguishing

My reflection is a serene me, in a white gown
Hair long and curly, my mirror so shows
Dancing merrily, envious to many
A glorious me, tempting and sensuous

And suddenly am being mocked, laughed at
Was stripped, naked- my body ghastly white
I still was dancing, like as though possessed
“She is a bloody lunatic”!! Voices started echoing

Even my own reflection is stabbing me
A refection so true, can’t be deceiving
I may be am a freaking lunatic
That’s what the world calls me- mad

Am crying, solemnly, for my eyes are dried
My body screams, my soul prays death
Am in pain, sorrow mighty killing me- slowly
But even you failed to see- what this pain has done to me