Sands o time
Someone who has seen birth
That very someone has seen death
She has for ages seen many grow
Alas a moment gone- is gone
Relationships have happened, even broken
Our beloved have departed-
And all it took was time- a flash
Now I walk by the sea sands
Behind me lay my own footsteps
I dragged my beaten bodyIn vain,
weighing on me is time
Even my robes are heavy on me
Or is it my life? Burdened?
It feels numb now, very cold
The waves give me company
My search continues for moksha-
Salvation
Another poem would be-
My withered pastStanding under the trees so wild
Circled by the flowers so sensuousT
he moonlight now glimmering shone
A sparkle in my eyes- diamond like tears
Am alone- lone -none to stand by me
Hath though a wonderful past- was merry
So many people around me- was so loved
But now sounds a dream. They all left me
I have now forcibly become numb
Pain is no longer pain, neutral is sorrow
Wade I through the lush thick greenery
Am in white- free flowing drapery
Feel I bliss- salvation moksha- nirvana
Memories are fading. Glories unglorified
I walk freely, lost and torn unrecognized
A tune of melancholy I sing divine
Sway merrily and I gracefully dance
I guess tis is happiness- solitude
My past is withered, painful-
tis goneLike a fading sunset, my withered past
These were 2 poems that I wrote recently. Again letting go of any signs of negative thoughts from the poems- one is to understand that everything in, around behind above us runs on what is plainly called-Time. My topic is broadly the concept of time. Every moment is to be valued. Moments gone are gone. They reoccur either better or worse than the previous moment. There might be parallel universes where in we are living the same lives differing merely by seconds.But my interest in this topic is not about how time runs as we look at it.My pet- the best ever companion died. My very favorite teacher who personified peace died in an accident. 2 things I leant- destiny and time have its ways.It still takes me quite a lot to digest their absenceHaving moved from school to college there have been changes, those friends have moved away. It is through my sickness that am pondering on the lines of time. For now am asked to take rest. My activities are minimal when in comparison to what they were. The day before yesterday I was running, yesterday I walked, today I have paused. I ask my self is my learning wrong? Aren’t we puppets, doing what we are meant to do? We know more than what we thinkUnfortunately it works the other way round- we are thinking more than what we know. Life is not that fast a race after all. U can momentarily pause, that’s when you observe, analyze. One can learn a lot from such pauses. The time feels as though its ticking slower. In a fast lane you will find stand still.One also learns that he is privileged when in comparison to many. Let’s not blame either time or destiny- for its flexible. Time and destiny act according to your desire, acceptance and understanding.The happiness we seek can come only from within us. So introspect, seek your path. Live not in your tomorrow which may or may not exist. Live today, now this moment.
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22 comments:
makes sense now...
you'll be missed mridula..
rest in peace...
IDIOT... Come back!
why?
Rest in peace mridula.
I don't know who you were. Heard about you for the first time from a friend who went to your house with coupla theater folks 2-3 days back, after you had died.
Thanks to Lemonade, I came across your blog. Thanks to your blog, I read your last blogpost. Thanks to that post, I know a little more about life. A little more about death. A little more about you. You, who are no more.
I already know that if there is a soul, it is resting in peace, somewhere.
I am sure you are enjoying Moksha!!
God bless!
'This blog does not allow anonymous comments'..
how strange it is that we wud ever remain anonymous.dunno why it feels empty when i dint even remotely know you!!
my prayers for those whom you left behind mridula..
don't cheat us...come back soon micro...
I agree with lemonade. Makes sense now.
Rest in peace, you were a real sweetheart and though i didn't know you too well, I know for a fact that you're being sorely missed.
Hopped in here thro' lemonade's
Rest In Peace.
came here through lemonade's blog.
you are a wonderful poet, indeed. rest in peace, mridula.
a great loss indeed
Rest in peace Mridula!!! Miss u a lot!!!!!!!
The poem seems so poignant now. *sigh*
Such is life.
Rest In Peace dear,wherever you are.....
You will remain in my thoughts and remembered ever.
Will miss You....
i never knew u had this side.
all these really makes sense now.
may ur soul rest in peace
and my prayers to those who u left behind
Happy Birthday Mridu !!!!!!!! Ironical isn't it???
Wish I had got to know you much better
God, didn't you feel that you are taking a child so urgently and quickly along with you? Were you patient for years to take her suddenly with you, leaving all of us in tears?
Our Dearest Mridula, for the first time, without you, "A very happy birthday to you" remembering you and what else can we do. We really miss you!
can't we talk to her, neither can we meet her forever, so atleast let us pray the almighty for her soul to rest in peace.
May you rest in peace, Mridula.
You're a beautiful writer.
//Live not in your tomorrow which may or may not exist. Live today, now this moment.//
My mantra. And yours too, by the sound of it. I do hope that wherever you are, you're happy. Now. Forever.
Rest in peace.
u are beautiful
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